im just a scoundrel

I was on LJ 84 weeks ago...

whaaaaaat!

is anyone even on here anymore?

for those of you i never see or talk to or if youve been living in a cave lately...

i just applied to go back to school and hopefully i'll end up in the palomar fire academy...kaleigh and i are doing really really well, and shes now 3 and a half months pregnant, we're mad excited about having this baby...already picked out names BOY - brody logan stewart GIRL - dylan marie stewart

other than that life is the same as its always been...give or take a few friends, no more shows and working out 4 days a week now.

life has changed alot for me, and i couldnt be happier...although there are some people out there that i miss, so everyone please: DONT BE A STRANGER

strange

all you strange ass people on LJ

im bored with life...

so add me on this site!!!

http://www.inkednation.com/killadamdead

if youre already a member add me up....if youre not then sign up AND THEN add me.


...i hate mornings

haha i just spent 6 hours last night getting my hands tattooed. pics coming soon when the swelling subsides.

other than that life is good, hanging out and chillin...pretty much sums it up...

i do miss a lot of people though

i got home saturday...first time i checked on this for a long time


say hi cause i missed some of you slack-jawed idiots

so im in oklahoma city,OK, and we just finished playing a show here... and believe it or not...the kids here are pretty amazing.

i miss home a lot...my family and friends but nist of all i miss MURDOCK!!!

and theres another person i miss and she knows EXACTLY who she is <333

6 more weeks of this, and i honestly couldnt be happier doing what im doing...and the people that im with are the most chill d00ds ever. its amazing, and its something that i hope i can continue ti do for years to come.

thats all i got...goodnight and much love.

be home soon, try and miss me a little bit <3

so yeah...life...its going...

things have been pretty chill lately, a lot of things are looking up for me

band is doing really well, i feel like im at home with em...and im really excited about going on tour for 7 weeks...WE HAVE A SHOW JUNE 2ND @ GROUND ZERO SO GOOOOOOOOO!!!!! thats our only show here before we leave

JUNE 10TH - IM GOING TO DISNEYLAND ONE LAST TIME BEFORE I DISAPPEAR FOR AWHILE...SO THAT MEANS EVERYONE HAS TO GO...ITS A SATURDAY...SO YOU HAVE TO OR WE ARENT FRIENDS!!!!

im moving back to my parents house in the next week or so, its has its pros and cons so we'll see how that goes...

today im putting a deposit down and a soon-to-be new member of the family hahaha you'll see...im just way to stoked on it

other than that? i work, eat, sleep, and talk to people all day long online


its been quite an eye-opener working at the behavioral health facility...im humbled by it to be honest. sometimes you need to experience things like this to fully understand how much damage can be done to a person mentally. maybe thats why ive been making it a point to befriend more people and to stop hating so much, a lot of the people i see are my age...some older some younger...but they look and act no different than you or i from the outside, makes me wonder what has happened to them to put them in a place like this.

anyway im done for now

i need a ride partner for the day...

im not trying to be a thired wheel to anyone so let me know if youre down to roll, if you need help getting in ill hook it up.

hit me up and let me know

619.397.8137

grimmkid@tmail.com

aim - meetatthegallows

save it...use it...LOVE IT!!!

cause now i can keep up with everyone hahaha

life is going amazingly well...

hopefully i leave in june to go on tour for 7 weeks...moving back to my parents house (only somewhat bad news)

and theres someone i havent stopped thinking about...shes way out of my league but im surprised at how things are going...

life cant get any better at this point...or can it...

i shared a smile with an angel today...

i cant stop thinking about her..

i feel alone...

i need to start writting again...reading again...doing things that brings my mind and thoughts peace...

cause i feel like im gonna lose it anyday now

you ever wake up one morning and realize that youre not happy in life?

yeah...that was my morning...and its still going strong

im giving myself two options in life

1)move out (home or somewhere cheaper) and go to school for EMT and firefighting

2)join the navy (yeah, i said it) get out and THEN get a firefighter position

im just sick and tired of the way my life is going...i feel like my wheels are spinning and im gaining no ground. im tired of being in debt and that sick feeling deep down in my stomach that says that im not going to amount to anything in life. im tired of shit talking and feeling like im always on the defense around EVERYONE (including my GOOD friends)

if none of this changes by june...then im off to the military, money is good and it will open up some doors for me.

time of death - 11:08 pm

on the 7th of march in the year of 2006

someone please make my dreams stop....

please...

...

im broken...

im 25 and im still as cute as ever!!!

hahaha thank you to everyone who is wishing me luck in my new life with my soon to be wife. all your support matters so much, and if you dont support then suck a dick.

ill post more info about the wedding time and location in a few days. <3

everyone better be there!